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The last days of my life in Pasig :(
Pawee Friday, May 29, 2009 21:37 0loves

Day 1
May 25, 2009

Me and my mom went swimming with Ate Jenny and Ate Michelle with her cute son, Lance. That baby was really cute, swear. He was really fat and he always smiles, he is only 2 years old and he goes to school already. Hahaha. How cute :P He wore an orange life vest and he can swim for himself already. :)) Hahaha. The pool was 4ft and we can leave him alone there all by himself. He loves to swim. Hahaha. He was really cute. I enjoyed playing with him :)) Hahaha. I was really laughing while Ate Michelle tells those cute and fascinating stories about Lance :) She said, this baby drinks 6 Gains per Month! I was really shocked. I thought Ate Michelle was just joking about it but she was serious. LOL! Lance drinks six gains per month.. O___O Thats the reason why Lance is really really fat and so healthy. Then when we were done swimming, we never washed ourselves and change our clothes on the bathroom there, Instead, we went home soaking wet. It was okay because Ate Michelle's car was leathered so even were wet, the chairs wouldnt be wet too. Hahah. That day was really fun, like totally! :] That was the first bonding of me and ate michelle with Ate Jen and My mom.

Day 2
May 26, 2009

This is one the most tiring day for me. My mom decided to wash and laundry the clothes because our maids were out for vacation. They are sosyal, FKK. Anyway, they were out for like a month or so because mom decided to give them a rest for a while.. I wasnt used to living that way, without any person to wake me up in the morning.. Okay, I admit, I am a brat. I usually fight with our maid because she always make pakialam on the things on my room, and I dont want that even though I want my room to be clean. I dont want people getting my things and putting it to somewhere Im not used it putting, When I put it there and when I come back, It must still be there. Haha. I am so demanding. Anyway, while our maids was out, Mom noticed that she has no clothes to wear already.. All of them were in upstairs on our 3rd Floor. She has nothing to do that day so she decided to wash them ALL. Yeah, all. Those clothes was like a Mountain Range! And Im sure mom cant wash them all.. But I felt naawa to her.. So I decided to help her in washing those muscle-breaking chores. While I was looking at those clothes, I was thinking that we can finish it all because were helping ourselves.. But then I was wrong.. When we were washing half of our clothes, I felt a bit tired already.. My arms and hands were like soaring and my head started to feel dizzy. I wasnt showing it to my mom because I know she'll let me stop.. But I dont want her to wash all those clothes no. I wanna try my best to help her. LOL! :)) I dont know why Im so kind to her that day, I was never kind to her. Im really mad at her, I have this black part of my heart wherein she was there. Im really nagtatanim ng galit to her.. As a teenager, of course, I can understand some things about the people around me. My mom always gives me those things that I want, but not those that I need. She always make sumbat to me whenever were fighting that she always gives me what I want.. Sometimes I wanna ask her why does she depend on those materials that I am wanting and not those that I need from her. I grew up with her without experiencing the word LOVE, Oh yes. That's the reason why I love my dad more than her. Because my dad always fill me with love.. while my mom fills me with materials. See? I dont need those things, I need her love. I never experienced being loved by her. Were like mag-ate, We say those bad words with each other. I mean, she says those fkkin bad words to me and make mura to her at her back.. :/ She always breaks my heart.. That's why we were never close. Even though I want to change, I cant change because of her. Because everyday, she yells at me and.. and.. tells me those bad words, everyday! Yes, everyday. I hated her because of that. Cant she give a little respect and privacy to my life? :| Ugh. Then I was thinking.. When I leave, will I miss her? I think not. :| Ughhh.

Day 3
may 26, 2009

My friends doesnt know about me leaving this May 30 yet.. I gave them my shirt, just like what I did in our classroom. There were signatures and messages there. I gave it to them and let them write on my t-shirt :] Hahaha. I saved a space for them because I know I'll miss them and they became a big part of me :)

That was my class shirt when I was a sophomore in our Intrams. Our school is giving us those shirts, we can customize it and write our own numbers. Then since being a Sophomore was the happiest years of my life, I decided to let my other classmates and schoolmates write there. They somehow made me cry, especially the message of Pamela and Aya :( I will surely miss them.. all of them! All of those who wrote on my shirt. Then there was a message from Lui saying.. "if you'll miss us, just read this shirt.. Blah Blah Blah!" I reserved a space for him on the upper center part of the shirt close to the heart :) Hahahahaha. No malice please ! :P :]

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